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i found home in an instant when my arms wrapped around your frame for the first time. nothing has ever felt so right. like the contours of your body was meant to ft against mine. i am the most detached person you’ll ever meet and never really believed in love at first sight. the thought of two connections, formed into one, with only a stare or a word that’s barely there. never thought something like this would happen to me. maybe this is all a dream and if it is, don’t ever wake me. but i believe i felt something when my mouth could hardly speak but my eyes and hands did most of the talking. the accidental brush along your fingers, the tingle that electrified down my spine, it awakened senses i never knew existed.
i have a million thoughts. a million thoughts of you. but i lack a million words. if i could give you my heart to look at, i hope you’d feel every skip of beat whenever you turn to look at me. i hope you’d sense the way my heart clenches into my chest, buried in there for you only to keep. others can properly fuck off. i hope you’d sense the warmth that forms deep in my torso when i hear those sweet words that make me question your existence next to me. i hope you feel that indescribable sensation that runs through my veins, from head to toe, buzzing and alive. it must be love. but i hope you’d also feel what it does the moment i think being far from you. i love you.
i know that i’m not easy to love. i still remember the stumbles we shared, but somehow they made me feel less alone. i remember when i hardly knew you and it still felt like i had known you all along. the simple thought still makes my heart pound and the tingle never faded, even now. ten years later. you’ve always been so accepting of me. always so patient and so caring. you’ve opened my world to some many possibilities that had gotten lost in the dark corner of my mind. but i’ll tell you this, it was the second you smiled that the light went on and it was like i could finally see through the cobwebs left behind. thank you for never giving up on me.