Dear Louis,



March 15, 2013

Hey babe. I can't promise any of this is going to exactly be organized in any way and I may repeat myself or go off on random tangents but I'm basically just going to write what comes to mind and leave it as is. I've honestly never done anything like this before so hopefully it doesn't end up sucking.

My reason for doing this is that I want you to really know how much you truly mean to me. Earlier today I realized that we've only actually been together for two weeks now. I could have sworn it was longer than that but it really hasn't. The thing is, it feels like we've been together for years now because of how important you've been to me from the beginning.

I couldn't be any more thankful for the way things turned out years ago on X Factor. When I originally auditioned, it was incredibly hard not getting through. Of course I later realized it was the best decision in the end and I didn't let me stop me or discourage me from trying again and I'm so glad. Who knows what would have happened if we hadn't been placed together. I'd like to think that the 5 of us would have had some kind of connection deep enough to link us together no matter what but you never really know. I really believe it was fate. Not only fate for our band and for everything we've all accomplished together but also for us.

For quite some time now, I've had feelings for you that were more than just friendly. I honestly couldn't even tell you when they began exactly. I think that's a huge part of why it feels like we've really been together for so much longer than two weeks began in a way it's kind of felt like we've been together since much before. I know it isn't much, but all hugs, cuddling, kisses and all the other small gestures? They really do mean the world to me. They've always been something I've strived for and loved more than anything.

Honestly, I never thought I would find someone that makes me feel the way you do. I realize it's early on in the relationship but I don't care. I love the way you make me feel. With just a single touch, you make my whole body alert and alive. You make me the happiest man alive, really, you do. You make me swoon so easily, just the smallest smile, compliment or gesture and I'm swooning like crazy.

I'm so damn lucky to be able to call you my own. I really don't know what I'd do without you. Even though it's only been two weeks, I couldn't imagine living without you as my own. It's become a part of who I am, who we are. We're one together and I wouldn't change that for anything.

I'm going to end this here before I go on blabbing but you better believe you will be getting more of these in the future.

With All My Heart,
Liam James Payne